Friday, June 21, 2013

Okay, so here goes nothing...I think

I've never been a good decision maker. Unless the question is whether or not to drink a coke and then the decision is always yes! I'm pretty good at questioning myself on everything and I mean EVERYTHING!

Now that Wilson is here I've become even worse at making decisions. I think  I'm afraid I'll make the wrong decision and screw him up for a lifetime! 

Anytime he has a fussy day I go through a list of a million reasons why he might be fussy: he's not getting enough to eat, he's gassy, his tummy hurts, he needs attention, he has an ear ache, he's having a growth spurt, its a wonder week....seriously this goes on and on and on.

Most of you know if you've talked to me for even one second that Wilson hasn't always been the best napper and now night time sleeper.  I've tried close to every method to get him to sleep.... Except for crying it out. I think I've come close to trying it, but not really. One time I let him cry for 10 minutes and then couldn't take it anymore. I could see on the monitor that he kept looking for me and it just broke my heart!

I think I'm going to have to bite the bullet and give it a good, solid, honest try. I think. But then again, I'm not a good decision maker. 

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